Seasonal Struggles

Finding a rhythm in winter is difficult. DC’s lack of ski slopes and fish friendly tailwaters limits my prefered outdoor activities. I try to remain optimistic, but winter’s icy hands form an ever present stranglehold. Bitter cold and leafless trees swathed in grey only add to the seasonal struggle. Fleeting daylight, 35 degree water temps, and lethargic fish deliver the knockout blow.

I refuse to go down without a fight. I don’t want to become another sad face on the subway, moving in tubes from one box to another. I will not spend my weekend indoors. I will continue to fish. I must for my sanity. I must because the alternative is grim: a season long hibernation away from the things that make me feel alive.

A single warm day is a cruel tease readily accepted. I chose to spend this day with friends exploring the partially frozen creeks of Shenandoah National Park. This park has become something of a haven for me. Free of man’s influence, it is a place to soothe mind and spirit.

The remnants of a recent snowfall covered the hiking trail, but quickly turned to slush and mud anywhere the sun hit. As we hiked along the creek, outer layers were shed and memories of sun warming bare skin were briefly renewed. Although no hatching insects were visible, I decided to tie a #16 Stimulator on my 2wt rod. Shenandoah National Park is the only place I will solely fish dry flies; not for some purist reason, but rather the simple sake of efficiency. There are so many shallow pools and riffles no more than an arms length in size, changing up nymph rigs can be incredibly time consuming. I prefer throwing a few casts with a dry fly before moving to the next pool. Witnessing the aerial acrobatics of a brook trout take is another reason I favor dries in this environment.

Although the sun warmed the surroundings, the larger trout stubbornly remained hidden on the stream bottom, allowing the fingerlings open reign on my fly. I caught no fish over 7” on this venture, but it was no matter to me. This day was more of an excuse to get outside than anything else. Still, a fish is a fish no matter the size, and I thoroughly enjoyed interacting with these miniature residents of the stream. It never ceases to amaze me how these little trout compete against their much larger brethren for the same resources. I find it strange to think that the same fly can catch a 3” fish or a 30” fish. Trout are interesting like that. These thoughts often come to me when I am near a river. I hold onto them as long as I can until I return to the city where they are replaced with thoughts of traffic and fluorescent lights.

I know winter will pass, but sometimes I still forget.

Old Rag

New York Steel

I have made the seven hour drive to upstate New York and western New York on two separate occasions. I have hooked many steelhead and landed only one, a 14” fish. Such is the theme of fishing. It is hard not to be discouraged when multiple days on the water yield little to no fish, but it happens and I am not immune to discouragement. Still, I try to mitigate those feelings by focusing on what is going right, and when I am outside standing in a river, well then a lot of things are right and good. After a tough day fishing, I often tell myself, “I went on a hike today in a beautiful setting, the trail just happened to be in a river.” It is all about perspective.

Enough about my fishing woes. I much prefer to focus on the fish my friends caught, knowing the persistent focus these fish required. October 2013 was a hot and dry month for Buffalo, NY. Low flows on Erie tributaries from lack of rain resulted in fewer fish moving into the rivers. The outcome was less than ideal fishing conditions. Charlie and Steve took this blow in stride, perfecting their spey casts while covering water with streamers. Their mindset was, “If we are not catching fish, lets not catch fish swinging streamers.” My mindset was, “If I’m not catching fish, I’m going to sit on the bank and carve this stick I found.” As is almost universally true, good things come to those who wait and persist. Charlie and Steve each got their steelhead on the swing and I got my pointy stick.

Although I would have much preferred landing a monster steelhead, I am not upset with how things turned out. It was a beautiful weekend spent exploring new water with friends. I got to watch my friends catch fish and help net those fish. There will be other chances at steelhead sometime in the future. Until then, I am going to enjoy memories of that nicely carved stick.

Rocky Mountain Summer

The air is clean, although there are few trees. Above 11,000ft, we are higher than most trees. Instead, grasses and wildflowers blanket the ground surrounding this high mountain lake. Permanent snow packs layered on nearby peaks frame this picturesque setting. It is surreal, like walking into a fairytale. I can’t help thinking, “How can this much beauty exist undisturbed in today’s world?” Yet it does.

Small snowmelt trickles feed the lake in all directions. It is the only noise that can be heard and the soft babbling is soothing. The air may be thinner with less oxygen up here, but the mind is clear. City distractions seem like distant memories. One could be content simply taking in the beauty, but one could also take in the beauty while casting at wild cutthroat trout.

In the crystal clear shallows, trout patrol the banks, searching for food. A gentle cast, placing a beetle fly twenty feet in front of the roaming trout produces fish after fish. The trout seem to be circling the banks as they continue to appear one after the other. They are almost identical 12-14" fish, all vibrant in color. Each fish approaches with caution, not one attacks the fly. Rather they gently sip the fly, or refuse the offering and continue patrolling the banks. There is no rush, no hurry among the fish. I dwell on this thought, laying the rod down beside me, turning my gaze to the snow covered cliffs, then up to the clouds before closing my eyes and allowing the soft babble of running water to lull me to sleep. There is no rush.